oui_so_chic

a fresh start.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 17:11:27 GMT

yay_adjectives

add me.

Tue, 01 May 2007 20:10:23 GMT

my life is _______ (insert any and every adjective).

180.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 17:36:50 GMT

last night he told me he found someone he could fall in love with.
and it was me.
but today i'm just another responsibility he isn't ready for.
oh life.

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 23:40:26 GMT

im feeling incredibly vulnerable as of late.
very high highs.
and just a couple low lows.
ive woken up next to different friends every weekend ive been here.
best semester of school to date.
i miss bailey and kate though, its the not same without them.

im not like the rest.

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:16:26 GMT

an hour and a half yesterday reminded me why i feel the way i do. i would trade all the yellow duck peeps in the world for more of those hour and a halfs.

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 22:06:25 GMT

so this is a new year. last year wasnt as horrible as the one before, infact it wasnt terrible at all. sure we all have our ups and downs, but to generalize it as being "bad" is just absurd. so many positive things happened to me and others that i made happen for myself. i moved to a new city, had the most amazing job ever and met some of the most amazing people ever. i learned how to live on my own, as tough as it was, im so much better off and wouldnt change a thing. but overall, 2006 was a year of new faces. old ones of course were present, and others that have disappeared. i am sad about some that i havent seen, and others i am thankful i dont see. im glad i got to celebrate it in the city. i wouldnt have changed anything about the night, it was close to perfect. i am so happy at the moment. and i will be in my city in only two days. so much to look forward to this semester, and this year. who knows what the future will bring. l.a. in march and definately a few trips to the big apple here and there. but happy new years everyone. do something youve always wanted to do and dont even think about it. it might be the best thing youve ever done.

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:45:04 GMT

numb.

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 19:14:32 GMT

hmmmmm.

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 04:02:38 GMT

i have a lot and a little to say.
not to be said here.
but i have good, exciting things to talk about.
january and school please?
now.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:48:37 GMT

17 days until chicago.
that makes me one giddy girl.
i love when meg, emily and i hang out.
miss them so much.

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 21:26:18 GMT

maybe its because i spent a majority of my past two autumns in the city, but where we live is so incredibly beautiful this time of year.

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 22:48:06 GMT

"theres a sunset
ill be thinking of you"

"you make me feel nice when i feel like i never will again.
does that make sense?"

:]

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 00:36:33 GMT

this upcoming weekend will be bittersweet.
i am happy.
and lucky.
and confused.
and scared.
and hopeful.
i want eskimo kisses.
and im learning how important my friends that arent near mean to me.
im going to chicago to visit whitney in the end of october.
and i cant wait to meet michelle half way.
im going to a wedding saturday morning.
ill probably cry.
this working two jobs 45 hours+ is getting old fast.
ive always loved the gin blossoms.

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 04:18:37 GMT

most excited ive been in as long as i can remember.

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 20:15:10 GMT

people would probably like me a lot better if i wanted to get drunk every night. id rather go pick apples or something of that sort. and im ok with that.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 04:16:29 GMT

meg told me i was her best friend. its something we both always knew but it feels good to hear her say that. people need eachother.

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 03:59:52 GMT

dear jessie,

don't get your hopes up. you've done this one
too many times to yourself. enjoy this feeling
and sit back for the ride. it does make you
feel special though, doesn't it?

love,
your silly, little head.

what a time to not be in boston, boo!

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 01:21:43 GMT

someone just called me and made me giggle-ish :]
my friends are amazing, even when the puke on me.

bawston.

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 03:14:31 GMT

gosh i miss that city.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 18:14:42 GMT

lately it seems that i am one huge ball of uncreative energy, and i dont like it.
something must be done about it.
i wish i was going to be back in boston in the upcoming weeks.
january cannot come soon enough.
also, remember to keep this close:
don't give more than you are given.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 13:19:38 GMT

i fiiiinnally got to hang out with tardif yesterday. it felt like summer. we went malling and met mike, steve, josh and brian at lake pearl. that was followed by taco night where some asshole kids threw soda at us all. im annoying and bitch people out, its what i do. then we saw little miss sunshine. it was cute cute. i get to see katelyn today and saosin again tomorrow. this life thing is pretty good right now.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 15:45:36 GMT

its tough to be the go-between between friends.

and to be friends with people that dont get along.

and having to see if whether or not i can go places if other people are there.

others need to quit using excuses and hang out.

im a nice person, but i guess some dont see it that way.

i miss my mommy.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:28:24 GMT

celebrity status means nothing to me anymore. i mean it never really did, but now so, even less. when im at work people know you arent going to "omgz i love you, youre so hott." i ran around with jesse metcalf last week looking for someone to iron his shirt. it was hysterical. i also had the best conversation that ive had in a long time with gabe saporta (midtown/ cobra starship) just about music, life, etc. it was really nice.

on another note, i will be home in upton, massachusetts in seventeen days. ive been working here for three months, absolutely insane.

i have loved my experience more than words can express. i have made a great name for myself there (i dont know how, but the gush about how wonderful i am... weird?). my supervisor got me in touch with a woman that works in the l.a. branch of mtv today. she has the perfect job. ok indie labels try to sell their bands to you. you go to shows and see them. meet and learn about them. and decide if they are the right fit for mtvU. um yes, sign me up please. she told me to get in contact with her if i was ever in l.a. which brings me to the idea of really going there next fall. i really hope, at least.also, i have a meeting with the a&r person at warner brothers on wednesday.

next weekend i am going to die. warped tour both days. i am seriously thinking about writing a will, fo real.

oh and ps-- i am SERIOUSLY going to kill someone if they dont leave me alone. kill killk keopwjfposj. it is beyond me even trying to be nice and passive anymore.

and... running scared is a fucked up movie.

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 16:04:57 GMT

the countdown just got a lot smaller!
im going to surprise meep! :]
seven!!!!
also...
i just met with monty's manager for a project i have to do.
he offered me an internship whenever i wanted one.
so sick.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 03:22:30 GMT

i got to see some of my closest friends this week.
britt stayed with me, and emily and drew visited as well.
justin and brendan showed up in the city after work today.
and candance's wedding is this weekend.
im going to cry and i cant wait to see those kids.
nineteen dayz.
heart.ex.oh.etc.